USM

I think I may have written about my 'keys.' In an image that came to me a few months back, I saw myself standing in front of this table full of keys. Some were very ornate, others were simple, and other difficult to even see. There must have been thousands of them. I understood that each key lead to door which would lead to greater understanding and acceptance of myself. Each key was a mystery about myself that I struggled with.

Well, in a few days I am going to start my first day at the University of Santa Monica's Spiritual Psychology program. If anyone knows me, it will sound totally nuts. I have a fairly busy (some would say insanely busy) life with kids, work, tri training, etc. and to include this to it is really, well.....insane. But that is precisely why I think I should be doing this. I am so tired to being insane as I struggle with all issues inside of me. In some ways I think i need to go 'insane' in order to regain my sense of self and direction.

I am pretty nervous about it. Who knows if I will make any real friends or will they be just classmates. For some reason, I have really hard time making friends.

Gotta go...